relationships

how many friendships do you sever in order to sustain a relationship? it feels like the people i get along with are lost along the way and in the end we gamble it all on just one person hoping that they're able to be everything and more. why is it we can't sustain a meaningful relationship while keeping all your friends?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

To my lovely sister! Happy birthday!

wallpapering

who woulda thunk that i'd ever be helping out at a little ma and pa shop wallpapering and renovating a place so that a my friends can begin their new life together. it made me think about how nice it would be to open my own little cafe that would serve bagels and other little pastries for breakfast, pasta for lunch and the most awesome cheesecake in town.

i often like to imagine my life to be something completely different than it really is. i could see the cool little place in my mind but is it what i really want to do? probably not. it was just a nice thought at the time. in the span of one day i think i have about 1000 useless thought run through my head. most of which just contradict each other but still...i hate always wondering what it is i really want from my life. it usually starts when i wake up and drag my ass to the gym. too much walking time to drown in my own thoughts.

korean skin care

i bought some hand and feet masks today. they're basically gloves and slip ons for your hands and feet to keep them soft and pretty. i was really bored and wanted to go shopping. i thought they were cool and so i bought some. i'm typing with the gloves on right now. gosh...i get bored too easily here. i should bring some for my sister. i think she'd like them. :) cause she likes weird things like me. and she's coming out to see me in september and i'm planning to go to vegas when i come back to the states. woooot!!

my poor baby..

this little puppy died yesterday...we don't know why. he was so cute...whenever he saw us he would run over and put his ears back and make us pet him. he would sit next to us and just constantly wanted to be with people. i was just playing with him on saturday. i hope the rest of the puppies will be ok. :'(