breaking up

i guess there is no real easy way to break up. but what is the point of staying in a relationship that makes you tired? it's like a bad affair that needs to end. i really just liked the idea of him, someone to complain about your day to, someone who tells you stories about their life, and someone to tell you good night. but...when i look at other couples, they're really happy, where with us, when we hug we're scared that someone will come down the stairs. life just shouldn't be lived like this. secondly, my passion for guitar seems to have dwindled too. i think i'm going to quit playing.