another month...

wow...another month has passed. time seems to slip by and stop like a crazy rollercoaster malfunction. tossing me around. maybe many of you don't know that i've actually decided to extend my stay here for various reasons. part of me is regretting my decision while the other part is trying to make the best of my time here...

life is a funny thing, it offers you so many choices. not all of the ones you make will be good, but you've made them anyway. some are right, some are wrong, some are inevitable, and some you just need to deal with on your own. if you ask me...am i happy now? at this point in my life, am i happy with the choices that i've made so far? well...honestly i don't know. only time can tell.

things could be better here..but then again things could be worse too. i'm just trying hard to take things one day at a time. i went to the dentist today. i need to get a bridge, that will cost me about a month's pay to get all the work i want done. i spend a lot of time alone, thinking...trying hard to figure out what i want to do later on in life. i'll be 23 soon. the new year is coming, bringing another year of challenges my way. i made a lot of bad choices last year...hopefully this year will be better. soon i'll make my new year's resolutions and try again to follow through with them.

*sigh* 잘 몰라요...