Pathetic...

It's like mammal all over again.  The only thing I have to say to you is pathetic. Wake up. Jeez how many times do we have to do this?  You'd think by now you'd know better by now. 27 years and still you let your emotions run your life... follow your head woman! Hearts can be broken,  emotions can blind you,  dreams can shatter,  but reality... is something that is always there.

So be practical, be realistic... face your responsibilities and grow up.  No more running away or living in your head. Have faith and believe that you will fail but even when you do you can't just run away.

Endure the pain, it's the only thing that will remind you,  you are human and humans make mistakes. Humans are naturally weak because they care too much. Once you stop caring,  once you just wake up and face reality, a sense of freedom will fill your mind.