growth

compromise, understanding, and trust. i must learn these things.

Happy White Day!

i need to change my attitude...at first i kept thinking what other people wanted me to do. and what's ok and not ok to do. i didn't think about what i really wanted. hearing that i might lose one of the most important things in my life was shocking and made me open my eyes. knowing that you've changed and hearing it from someone else is completely different. i am not the same person i was last year, and i hate that. i want to be strong, i want to be happy, and i know it'll be hard sometimes but knowing that i have help counts for a lot. i've spent too many nights "social" drinking. i'm tired of being sad or angry over little things. so i've decided to be positive...and make some changes.

please tell me that if the glass is half full, someone won't come and suddenly knock it over.

(side note: white day is 3/14. it's when the boys give girls candy. valentine's day is when the girls give boys chocolate. celebrated in both japan and korea. poor girls have to wait a month to see if the guys return their feelings.)

i want my friends...

i used to be such a happy person...(most of the time) haha...now i guess i'm a different kind of happy?

just for david

because i hate playing guitar hero alone...

the human clock

i thought this was pretty cool, http://www.humanclock.com the picture changes every minute and it has pictures from around the world that people submitted. ok so i admit it. i'm bored. i want to go to seoul today and i might tonight because i really want mexican food.

in the mean time, i'm avoiding washing my dishes, doing my laundry, and of course vacuuming my apartment. i honestly HATE cleaning. it's like the last thing i ever want to do, however i think i need to do my laundry soon. it's all bunched up in my closet. blah...i wanna do something fun, but there isn't anything to do in Wonju.

i will throw some clothes into the washing machine and then start reading a book. then i will make lunch and wash the dishes. yes...that is my plan for the day. i wonder if i'll actually do it. at night i will go to seoul and play until tomorrow. and of course i will EAT MEXICAN FOOD!!!