music...

today i sat there watching him...watching everything flow naturally like the way a river would flow into the ocean. each beat just magically flowing out into this feeling i can't even begin to describe. i envied him...having found and pursued something that he was good at instead of wandering through life not really knowing what he wanted. i mean it's one thing to have interests, but it's another to actually be good at what you do. and i'm not boasting about him, i'm just rambling about what i felt today. *sigh*