teary eyes

so i made my first boy cry yesterday. i felt really bad because usually he's very playful and nonchalant about everything but he had that guilty face so i thought he took the other boy's eraser. so i told him he'd better not be lying. then he started crying when we found it under the other boy's book he just didn't feel it. i was like omg...damn it. and i told the little boy i was sorry and wrote in the notes for him in the book so he would stop crying. gawwdddd that was awful i can't deal with tears. oh and the other boy was crying (not my fault) because his mom gave him a perm and he hates it (i mean who gives their LITTLE BOY A PERM?!?!) and so he kept his hood on because he was embarrassed. this girl pulled it off and he started crying. so first him and then after was the one i made cry. *sigh* and then i told the class no more crying today!!! it made me all stressed out. at least i had a reading class after with older kids. they're less likely to cry which is great because i don't know how to deal with crying. it makes me uncomfortable.

the good news was that the boy that was a brat last week was an angel after his mom probably scolded him. he read with us and practiced his words. i was like omg...what a change. so yes...the stupid daily rantings of a new teacher. it's actually weird to say i'm a teacher. most of the time i feel like i'm just playing with them. :P