Saturday, December 29, 2007

hitting a dead end: a rough 5 year plan

i was talking to my best friend today and gosh i realized i still have no idea what i am going to do after this year...so i'm thinking if this works out, i might go to taiwan to teach english for 2 years, and then maybe china after that for a year or 2. when i go back to the states i'll probably be ready for grad school by then. after having seen more of the world than before i left. i really don't know though...because life never turns out the way we plan. i don't know why i'm thinking so hard about this already when my year hasn't even really started yet. i just hate not knowing what to say to people when they ask what i'm going to do next. it's just that i know i don't want to be stuck in an office setting. i can't do cubicles. maybe i'll go to the musician's institute and get a degree in music business. i get a guaranteed internship at a record label. maybe i get to pursue my first passion once and for all. i guess only time can tell...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Stop. You're only 21; you're not at a dead end, though you may feel like it. Now's your chance to get out and see the world, and that's exactly what you are doing and it's exactly what you've always wanted to do. You're living life! Stop being lame; you'll be fine. I know you will. You still have plenty of time, and not everyone finds their "knack" (Sp?) right out of college. negotiate

cpp11187 said...

what about the yacht party?? LOL, hahhahah, jk. well i think u might be overthinking a bit too much, looking 5 years into now is a bit of a stretch, but travelling around does seem like a cool thing to do